Fandom: KAT-TUN
Couples
Jin & Kame Genre: Romance, drama, angst
Fanfiction Rating: NC-17 .
Summary: Kame is shocked and upset, and Ajin seems to care.
Note (s) of Author: Well, so do not mix, writes Jin red, and pink turtle , nee? Any other mienbro intervention, I would go in color, you understand?
Akame's Diary
Kame took cueaderno he found in his locker with both hands and a frown.
- What is this? ...
The cover was black, with a drawing of a skull pirate KAT-TUN, and below said "Akame's Diary"
opened it curious and surprised.
On the first page read:
Take it as an opportunity to regain the privacy and intimacy of which previously enjoyed!
With the neat letter Ueda.
Kame chuckled at the ridiculous gesture of his friend. But ... did not throw. I keep it in his pocket and took his casa.
When he opened it, noticed that on the next page had more touchdowns.
supposed to have to write like a normal day, but speaking to you.
Nakamaru recognized the handwriting.
And then there was nothing else. Well
. How stupid could that be? Yes, very stupid ... but how much he missed Jin? Yes .. much.
accept certain things about himself, and one such was his pride and would not give ... "Cow could I? Was easier to ignore ... and leave things unfinished, without forgiveness, without an apology, no nothing ...
Too childish? Oh, yes ... but ... Well, it was Jin. Although now I was in a sort of zombie trance, which worried Kame had long ... and he did not know why.
looked blank sheets in front of him, and shrugged.
took a pencil and simply got carried away. Dear
day ... (But then she remembered the instructions Nakamaru, and deleted.)
Jin: although it was thought m & iacute, to having a shared diary, and although it seems a pretty stupid idea ... quice do it anyway. Need a reason? It's just a journal where you write down what you do in the day ... and how you feel. Today
with Kimura-san i was talking about the new drama. It was very time no see! It is very tan, and looks that were a long vacation, because it is very relaxed.
Then I was in the rehearsal room of the company with Junno, need help with a few steps, and he offered to help.
And finally came home ... I got up & amp; eacute; very early, so I'll lie tamprano too.
writing looked and decided not to have fired.
next day, when he reached the JE, went to the locker Akanishi, but on arrival they detúbo dry. He knew the key to Jin ... or at least the key I had before moving to the U.S., but what would be the same? He did not believe it because the old key was his birthday (The Kame). But, well ... lose nothing by trying. He moved the scroll wheel to the right numbers, and the lock cegiven. Kame took the safe in his hand, and a growing bewilderment over him. Conocíaa Jin, or thought he knew him well could be that be so lazy as to not change the key, and for convenience, since it was an easy date to remember ...
A noise brought him out of his thoughts, were steps. He put the paper inside, and closed it and then go to step rapids.
That day they had had tests, they came over those 10 days in the Tokyo Dome. And the 6 practices and dance like any trial. His teammates did not show the most m & amp; iacute; minimum sign of complicity at the newspaper, was not mentioned, so it either. However, when bedtime approached, his nerves began to unfold. I was very angry with himself for being so stupid ... Jin was so normal ... which was good and bad. Well, because it meant that there was any recentemente RASR. Bad, because ever since he knew he was special, and Jin had always treated special.
- Well, I'm going ... - Nakamaru said.
- Yes, me too, are with the car? - Asked a question & oacute; Jin.
- Yes
- Well, wait in the garage, I'll get some things in my locker and overtake you .- And more out of the room.
- Anybody heard it has said it would take him? "- Inquired the most watching.
- Ya ... You know how it is ... grateful that he is not who runs .- Taguchi said.
- Do not remind me ... - Complained remember a certain incident in the desert.
Kame felt a pull in your stomach ... would see the day. I did not want to be there when that happens.
- I alsoin myself I! - said startling. He took his things on top of a table, and ran toward the exit.
did not know how, but on 10m and was in the shower in your home.
Okay, there was more to see what the reaction of Jin.
And as a teenager, began to turn in his bed unable to sleep ... knew he was being very immature ... but had not precisely the intimacy and those secrets that Ueda had mentioned, and interning them in a manner so sudden, now seemedto madness.
The next morning, did not know at what point in the night before he fell asleep. Between thoughts and turning in bed, had finally achieved the dream concieliar.
When he went to the locker room of the building and that there was no positive proof, came quickly to her locker. He gulped and opened the box. The newspaper was waiting, Apollo into a pile of clean shirts.
His heart started beating so hard, he thought he would grab a tachycardia. Ondo breath remembering that it was 23 years old, who was Kamenashi Kazuya andit was ridiculous to be nervous about it.
Even so, his hands shaking when you hold the paper. He opened it and went to that page.
Kame: Yeah, you're right, this is stupid.
Only that ... just that ...
had not noticed any cumulative hope until the very strong disappointment hit him in the face.
all? Is not going to say anything else? ... Within
vacuum that was created by not receiving an answer that satisfies him, he noticed something strange.
Of the two, the more angry he was. That is, if someone had to be angry, Kame was he, not Jin. Jin tenií no right to deny a journaling converzación ... had no right to deny anything ... in fact, thought Kame, Jin had no rights. He had never said "I forgive you", "Welcome", ever. Over time it was not necessary, others had already accepted mienbros back. But I knew that Kame Akanishi still kept the small but pain punsante unprecedented abandonment or apparent reason. And apparently ... not import & aacute; ba.
blinked to disperse the fog that wanted to swallow it, the fog that appeared when I felt a pain absorvió. That fog that separated him from everyone, and made his moments of solitude unbearable.
cocked his head as he rose from the ground. What time was sitting on it? And frowned. It would not be he who suffer ... as if 6 months have not been sufficient. Amazingly fast, pain anger changed. An anger that was starting aquemar. She felt stupid ... an idiot. Had invested hope in something useless ... How could he be so stupid?
closed his eyes, and felt like a heat invading the stomach, a warm stream of blood was spreading on it.
took the paper and turned out of the locker room.
Come on! He had been wanting to try.
Arriving back home, threw the book up out of bed and went to his bathroom, and although it was dirty and had not tried, he got into the shower, opening onlycold.
had gone to bed early, early escepcionalmente ... and could not wake up too early escepcionalmente.
His cell phone had not stopped ringing all day earlier. Also the phone did not leave his house to remind him that he had escaped from a trial ... finally his mother had lied to him, saying (at the request of his son) that he was not at home, and what time sabíaa not return. Miró
time, 6:34 am am. Hair stirred something hysterical. Gets up and grabs ó your desk top cell. I had to stop off for sonar, and began to arrest him drop all messages from members, and missed calls. Began to fade, until it ran into one of Jin. He alone had commanded him.
" I know you came because the newspaper is not in your locker. Why did you escape? "
controlled the burning hatred that was accumulating in his chest, then saw the newspaper lying on the ground. Ely was not until he opened it, and then write.
're the pers & oacutee, na more hypocritical than ever saw in my life. You have no right ... I ran away because they wanted to see your face is incredible that after so long, and then to believe that things were returning to normal ... me again with the same knife cut.
When closing the notebook, took back his phone, and no matter the time, sent a message to Koki.
" I do not feel well, I'm leaning to a stay home, do not want visitors. Gomen. "
Incredibly, Koki reply instantly. What was awakeor that hour? It was a mystery ...
" Amazing that you have become ill in so little time ... get over it soon to try "
knew I was angry ... by the way you write ... But, enough of thinking about others.
A conscience, went to the building of Johnny, and put the paper in the box Jin. It seemed rude, now, that had not changed the lock code. And like wine, he turned to go.
knew it would not be able to avoid it for life, so I decided I do go &; Iacute; to test the next day and that was what God dictates.
had arrived late, so rushed to go to the locker room to change. He knew he had no time ... but you should see Jin had returned the day. He went to his locker and opened it, but there was no trace of him. Did not want to give your brain time to react, so I closed it and ran into the rehearsal room.
did not even look ... avoided his gaze around the practice. And he knew that he didwatched. Other regular members behaved as if he really had been ill Kame ... Although he was sure that everyone knew was not true.
the end of the day, was among the last to leave. Nakamaru offered to take him by car, and as he did not want to go on a crowded train, agreed. But Maru liked bathing in the bathrooms of the building ... so the others had gone.
was the dressing room to wait, and when you open your locker was found with the newspaper. He was surprised, and I did not expect ...
I opened & amp; oacute; quietly ... I was not sure that he had returned with some writing.
I'm not a hypocrite ... but, you if you are a coward. I do not have any journal with you, because I'm looking to come speak in front ... Looking bring out courage from somewhere, and you can come talk to me and tell me things straight ... as before. You were always too slow to grasp things ... as a real turtle, and is not understand when you said you were right about this day was a stupid ... paper and pencils do not need to talkar, Kame ... You are the most mature ... then prove it.
reread the paragraph again ..
It felt like ... As ... no ... there was no word to describe how he felt. Perhaps, as a young child to approach. I was angry with himself, with Jin, Ueda and Nakamaru to have had the idea of the daily ...
felt pathetic ... Jin had a point ... was excited by the idea of children being able to recreate something they did by day .... aswere children. But, if he wished to speak in front of Jin, because he was not who I look? "... Looking you to take courage from somewhere, and you can come talk to me and tell me things straight ... "How unfair Jin had become over time ...
tore a sheet of newspaper and put it in his locker again. He took a pen and wrote: "Sorry Maru, an issue I came and I had to go. Kame "And he left the note on the bag of his friend.
left the building with a fixed idea. He hailed a taxi and gave the direction of lJin's house.
The door opened to reveal a Akanishi with a face of consternation very own who sees a ghost.
Without waiting for invitation, Kame came, as you need it. And went straight to the boy's room. Touring the house felt that there was nobody. Jin
closed the door behind him to enter his room.
- What are you doing here? - Asked stunned.
- What do you think? I come to speak in front of you! Akanishi
put his hands on his hips and rolled her eyes.
- Why nor you can be a normal person? ... Why are you so hard to think things out before acting?
- That's you ... always you who never thought things out before acting ... and always shit on the feelings of others ... always selfish, you never detubíste to think of others. You never stops to think about me.
- You think so?
- No, ... that's for sure. Jin
pushed. Not a friendly nudge, or playful. One truth.
Kame frowned. The other did not seem angry ... ten & iacutee; a poker face ...
The greatest closer again, and was going to say something, but Jin stopped him making it to push harder. That had hurt himself.
.
- Just Bakanishi!
response, push again, slammed into the wall.
- What are you doing?!
Jin went to Ely dealt a blow to the wall, winged Kame's left ear. He opened his eyes. I was not scared, I knew that Jin would never hand him over, but, she started getting nervIOSO.
perhaps separate from the wall, but with a new push, more sharply than the others, turned to corner him against it.
- Jin Stop!
The aforementioned came very close to him, he could feel his breath against her lips ... but did not move.
- What do you ?...- snapped with his heart in his mouth.
- What reactions. - Separating said, but looked in his mouth with his eyes closed.
- What ... you react? Akanishi
took the neck without exerting pressure & amp; oacute n, while closing the hand completely.
- React.
Then Kame felt it, that fire that had kept in his stomach, that hatred stabbing, sharp pain of that "Razor" ... everything suddenly rushed on his chest, leaving him barely breathing. Jin looked straight in the eye ... and even he could see the fire in his eyes. He released his neck, but not away.
Kame gave a little groan from deep in his throat, and Jin smiled, his smile side ... the sarcásica.
And finally understood ... the feeling of anger... reaction. He closed his eyes for a moment, and when opened, accompanied by a sly smile, like Jin, closed the gap between them devour the boy's lips.
releasing a breath, let him understand that Kame had been slow to grasp the message, embraced him at the waist to hold him. Then, Kame tangled his legs in the hip Jin, and where he leaned against the wall.
not had time to breathe, no time to stop and talk, or to rest their lips ... should resume long lost ... should remember c ó mo was when the two did not care, nothing more than them.
- I do not understand ... Today even laughed at a joke I was telling ...- Taguchi Koki Nakamaru road to home, which is nearby.
- Well ... better that way, right? It was getting really annoying the constant bickering.
- Yeah, well ... but it was fun ...
- I say it is better and Koki ...
- Nee ... Kame, want to go jogging for a while? - Jin said.
Kame, who was walking next to Ueda and Junno looked.
- A jog?
- Yes,to know, a. .. burn calories. Ueda
struck his forehead with his hand.
- For God's sake ... we start ...
- Kame! See? You're so slow to grasp things, until you understand Uebo faster!
- But ... I'm supposed to understand? - said, raising his eyebrows.
- Best ...- we're dragging Junno Ueda said the T-shirt, before Jin break his mental health.
- I do not understand, I attempted to say?
- Come, I'll tell you in here.
- But ... there does not say "Love Hotel"?
- Ya ... and ... Log in and shut ...
CH
TMLXC
Puuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuf! I know that I will adeco ... THAT CRAP IS THIS? xD
started mellow, followed dramatic and comic ended ... and that is to write Akame ... can not miss the inoscencia (?) of Kame and Jin's endless attempts to turn around xD.
was ... what is said ... a mental kidding! what came out xD
Those who have read something from ° Hundred Maber ending in a Cabaret ° will know I love to do the relationship of Akame so ...
awkward xD Anyway ... voi me going, my sister wants the pc.
Adiooos!
CHTMComent
LXC or die> 8D
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